Post by Michelle Costa on Jul 11, 2010 7:52:39 GMT -5
honestly.. idk what is in store for me right now. i made myself out to be some big target, lmao. well it's not my fault everyone can't compare to me 
jk. i am kind of worried. like maybe i am assuming too much but i don't really feel like i am in that much trouble. ik i could of avoided it all of it but i like to have my cake and eat it too 
lemme break it down again;
- safe with chima & ronnie. i will be shocked if they nominate me as i kept them safe and the apparent brain/athlete alliance. ik it's not real soild lmao but still everyone wanted me to nom them so return the favor plz.
- safe with Pickle Head, kevin & angie. this is a real alliance started the first week. yes, ik angie is with dan/jordan too but would she really break our alliance just cause i nominated her friend? i mean really that would be a bitchy move since i am loyal to this alliance. i would love to see her try and take me out. "and i say why do you think that a wink can get you anything you ask for"
- safe with brian. idk it's possible he could of lied about our deal but that would be mean, lol. i did nominate him but i also took him off the block. anyway he said he has my back 100%
- now you have jordan & dan. dan said he doesn't hold it against me as i stated in my previous post. he understands my thinking and 'won't forget this'. lol, he could actually mean he won't forget as in i better watch my back, lmfao. and as for jordan, idk. i do expect to be one of her noms if she wins hoh, it's cool. hopefully she doesn't win for awhile but ofc it won't work out like that and she'll win the next hoh.
i am kind of regretting that i held so much power this week and blew it. but at the time it felt like the right thing to do so i could sit back and watch them take eachother out. i was playing ahead, not taking each week as they come. i hate that i ruined my relationship with jordan cause of some trash (libra). hopefully i can restore it with my amazing portuguese lips. it would actually be a good move if jordan gets evicted, lol. since she is a threat more so than libra. but i am in no position to try that as i've been so open about wanting libra out, lol. and uhm, no way in hell would libra stay. anyway i hope kevin or Pickle Head win hoh. they're the only two who i trust 100%
jk. i am kind of worried. like maybe i am assuming too much but i don't really feel like i am in that much trouble. ik i could of avoided it all of it but i like to have my cake and eat it too lemme break it down again;
- safe with chima & ronnie. i will be shocked if they nominate me as i kept them safe and the apparent brain/athlete alliance. ik it's not real soild lmao but still everyone wanted me to nom them so return the favor plz.
- safe with Pickle Head, kevin & angie. this is a real alliance started the first week. yes, ik angie is with dan/jordan too but would she really break our alliance just cause i nominated her friend? i mean really that would be a bitchy move since i am loyal to this alliance. i would love to see her try and take me out. "and i say why do you think that a wink can get you anything you ask for"
- safe with brian. idk it's possible he could of lied about our deal but that would be mean, lol. i did nominate him but i also took him off the block. anyway he said he has my back 100%
- now you have jordan & dan. dan said he doesn't hold it against me as i stated in my previous post. he understands my thinking and 'won't forget this'. lol, he could actually mean he won't forget as in i better watch my back, lmfao. and as for jordan, idk. i do expect to be one of her noms if she wins hoh, it's cool. hopefully she doesn't win for awhile
but ofc it won't work out like that and she'll win the next hoh. i am kind of regretting that i held so much power this week and blew it. but at the time it felt like the right thing to do so i could sit back and watch them take eachother out. i was playing ahead, not taking each week as they come. i hate that i ruined my relationship with jordan cause of some trash (libra). hopefully i can restore it with my amazing portuguese lips. it would actually be a good move if jordan gets evicted, lol. since she is a threat more so than libra. but i am in no position to try that as i've been so open about wanting libra out, lol. and uhm, no way in hell would libra stay. anyway i hope kevin or Pickle Head win hoh. they're the only two who i trust 100%
jk 
earlier i got to talk to her and she was kind of full on with me. saying how my nominations hurt her and tried to use the friend card on me. uhm i came into this game with 0 friends and just cause you may know who i am don't mean a thing. sorry.
soo idk. i wish i could feel confident but don't wanna get my hopes up.
i hope he gets backstabbed just like last season. he's a $#@#%$^&%$#@! oh and i hope lydia uses him again 
